So close......

As the reunion with Joey is literally right around the corner, I am filled with so many different emotions! One of those feelings is disbelief that this not so fun chapter in our lives is just about over!
Thank you God!

But the main emotion I am filled with is pure excitement! I can't wait to have my husband, lover, and my BEST FRIEND back! When I think of seeing him that first time, my heart starts to thump like crazy and my stomach gets all jittery causing the butterflies to go nuts!

There are so many things that I get so excited about when thinking he will be home shortly. Things that I have missed so very much. Even those little things that sometimes get on my nerves, I can't wait to get back!

I have missed:

~his presence to fill the house and make it feel like home
~sitting next to him in the car
~cooking real meals
~eating dinner with him
~enjoying a glass of wine at dinner
~him putting me to bed at night
~sharing a bed with him
~watching him play with Duke
~going out to dinner with him
~his laugh
~his silliness all the time
~watching Sportscenter all the time
~taking walks at night
~going with him on his runs
~shopping for him
~reading in bed with him
~his hugs
~the way he always makes me feel special and loved

AND

~EVERYTHING!!!!!!


But I would be lying if I did not say I was also nervous about him coming home as well! It has been a little over 3.5 months since I have last seen him and a lot has happened since that time. I know I have changed and I am pretty sure he has too, how could he of not. Which is not unusual because everyone changes with time. But most married couples change together, but we have changed separately on completely different continents with limited communication.

So yeah I am nervous! I have a lot to lose! But I also feel like this is normal to have feelings like this.

I also believe in our love and so whenever I begin to feel real nervous I am reassured not only by him, but by his love for me! So whatever happens and no matter how much we may have changed I am confident we will be okay! Because giving up on a love like ours just would be down right silly!

So on Sunday morning when most of the country is sleeping soundly in their beds, I will hopefully be reuniting with the man I love more than anything in this world!
His arms better be ready to catch me as I jump into them!!